ponder shall i,till forever.

if shall not for the half awoken dreams,
if shall not seen calling arms of thee,
i shall not be awoken of this daydreams,
i shall never have written but ponder that,
i would always be like you,i must hold back.
i will never be able to say but ponder,
and ponder shall i,till forever.

i am awake,i am alive,i feel.
of best of thoughts noted but never said,
of best of times waited but never be,
of best of my destiny still waited to be,
i will never be able to say but ponder,
and ponder shall i,till forever.

when the moment is high up,
and up on the horizon,
and the rushing blood,begins to flow off sleeves,
i shall muster those expressions that shall do it,
and everything unwanted i orchestrate,
i will never be able to say but ponder,
and ponder shall i,till forever.

i would sit in the odd hours,i derieve,
i would manage to metalize in my techno beats,
and when i manage to skip the moment,
and thoughfullness most prominent,
into the best of actions i could not give,
and everything unwanted i orchestrate,
of best of destiny still waited to be,
i will never be able to say but ponder,
and ponder shall i,till forever.

28-03-2012
by:vishu mishra
blogalias:captnjcksparw